Persecution

I know I shouldn't be selfish of my blessings but sometimes I find people so abusive... It gives a lot of hassle not only to me but sometimes my mom too. I know I have to think of myself sometimes but I don't want to be criticized as a Christian. I've been witnessing to a lot of people for quite a while and I know that a lot of people are watching my every move, waiting for me to make a mistake. I don't want to be a bad testimony but I feel so exhausted already.

To look at it in another point of view, I guess I should be happy because I am being persecuted in a way. My faith is being tested and my character is being built. I just pray that I'll be able to stand a bit longer. Some days I just want to scream it all out...