Outlet of Feelings

I am angry. Im angry for a lot of reasons. I am angry at a lot of people but mostly at myself.

I always expected 4th yr college to be a great year knowing that its my last year and all but it seems that its quite the opposite. Im having the worst year of all time and what's funny a bout it is that its not caused by my academics. im not complaining nor i want anyone to do anything about it. im just venting out my disappointment. thats all.

i just want an opportunity to get out of my shell. Since its my last year and all, i want to have that feeling of excitement, of adventure, of happiness, of passion, anything that's worth remembering by when i grow old.

But then I'm scared to pursue things because people too are so unsupportive and discouraging.